Archive for November, 2005

A change in season

Saturday, November 12th, 2005

Well, winter is on the way. The air is getting cold and heavy. There are no more flip-flops, no more shorts. No more couples laughing in the park, no more long sunny rides on my bike… at least for a little while.

I don’t know why, but God designed all to live in seasons. As I see lonely brown leaves swinging from naked branches, I am reminded that changing seasons is part of being alive. Each season’s end brings another season’s beginning, but there is always the transition period where the two seasons mix, and if you’re lucky, you can catch it.

I’m there. Everyday, I walk campus with wondering eyes. I’m so ready to leave this place, but as my last days here approach me on my horizon, I have a bittersweet heart. Saying goodbye is hard, and in me is sorrow mixed with the excitement of the new to come.

I move into my new season fully aware that like these withering days of fall, my time here is ending. Gently, I am being moved forward, and I am glad for the patience of the slow move; the end is precious, each moment full of life. God is teaching me the beauty of change. He allows me to walk along, red brick buildings here and there; I am sad, but in me I feel my life. He’s with me, and I know that although every season ends, God doesn’t. He’s with me. He’s here. We’ll do this together. amen.

-erfon

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The fall in me

Tuesday, November 8th, 2005

Most days I am ready to watch bellingham grow small in my rearview mirror, but each day, God reveals to me a little more why I am still here.

Falls in Bellingham are hard to beat. I’ve been to some of the US and have traveled western europe; there’s no competition yet.

Today was a crisp, cool day. The leaves have lost most of their orange now, and all that is left are yellows mixed with clouds and bright blue skies. I must have said it ten times, but today was a great day to be outside.

There has always been something about fall that is nostalgic to me. Scents seem intensified; I walk through an air of wood smoke, leaves, decay, rain; and for some reason, it makes me thoughtful. I often find myself lost in a thought.

I frequent a few lesser known parks in the area, escaping to them as often as I can. In the solitude of the fall air, as leaves fall gently from the trees, I walk, I think, I feel, and I pray; I make my peace with God. He knows my heart, and so for a day, he sets free my imagination, and for those moments, I am happy. I stroll along with a swing in my step, a small smile on my face, and I take in his creation. amen.

-erfon

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A picture’s worth

Sunday, November 6th, 2005

I’ve heard the addage; a picture is worth a thousand words… yeah, it can be, but in some cases, that is an unfaithful calculation.

Today I saw pictures that can’t be transcribed; they burned into me in a way no words could.
-erfon

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The elusive Thomas Newman

Tuesday, November 1st, 2005

Ask me what I’d be if I could ask God for the perfect job. Don’t be shy… Ask me. A composer. Yeah, it’s true. Composers have a talent I can’t understand. They are able to infuse their essence into sheets of paper. They translate life into the music that makes us sit back and daydream.

One of my favorite composers is Thomans Newman. I love his signature. He puts something into his compositions that is distinguished. His music brings color into my imagination. So it is dissapointing to me that more than often his pieces, mostly for pictures, are not released. There are a few gems out there, though.

One of my favorite movies is The Shawshank Redemption. Its story is vivid. Its cinematography is moving frames of art. Of course, Thomas Newman helps. He composed the score for the film. I often find myself putting the album score on repeat. See the movie, or better yet, listen to the tracks… you’ll hear why.

Shawshank Redemption Suds on the roof

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So was Red

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